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Wish upon a star

by Lost Luna

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    7 track limited edition polar white C30, hand dubbed, with silver glitter case. Cover artwork by Andrew Kemp. Released by Kitchen Leg Records.

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1.
Laid dormant for ages But now she’s wide awake A green-headed monster With hair like snakes She can move mountains And turn men into stone Defiance will rule in The age of the crone Don’t wake up Medusa She’s always been patient (But) the line has been crossed (She’s) determined to take back what once had been lost A world into crumbles Injustice had been done (But) she’s turning the tables And now her time has come Don’t wake up Medusa
2.
I would like to tell you I hope I don’t forget I want to keep everything And that’s why I collect I want to remember All the things I did All the places that I’ve been or should have paid a visit Give me something to work with Notebooks full of stories Give me something to ease my mind Keep a box of memories I would like to write you And leave a paper trail (but) if I send a message, will it get lost in the mail I would like to freeze time So nothing disappears (but) sometimes I’m so scared of losing All my memories Give me something to work with Notebooks full of stories Give me something to ease my mind Keep a box of memories Don’t slip away Don’t slip away I am a collector That’s just what I do I treasure all the moments That I try to hold on to I want to reflect on These images so frail How can I leave a mark if these thoughts will fade away Give me something to work with Notebooks full of stories Give me something to ease my mind Keep a box of memories Don’t slip away Don’t slip away Don’t slip away Don’t slip away
3.
I’ll sit here nice and patiently I’ll wait and try to keep the peace I’ll fight my own anxiety Delve into worlds of make-believe It’s getting harder every day I’ll practice smiling anyway Make sure the anger won’t come out Reduce my lonely inner shout And all I wished for was some peace of mind And all I wanted was to be left alone I don’t need much, I’m not ungrateful at all Just longing for a quiet room of my own I’m counting up and down the days This room should be a safer space I’m stuck between four walls, no doors Can’t take the thoughtless anymore I tried to raise my voice and scream No sound came out like in a dream If words were ammunition (I’d) be scared of confrontation And all I wished for was some peace of mind And all I wanted was to be left alone I don’t need much, I’m not ungrateful at all Just longing for a quiet room of my own Oh, I wish upon a star – to protect me from afar Oh, I wish upon a star – can you heal these mental scars Oh, I wish upon a star – to become the calm you are Oh, I wish upon a star – don’t keep lowering the bar And all I wished for was some peace of mind And all I wanted was to be left alone I don’t need much, I’m not ungrateful at all Just longing for a quiet room of my own
4.
So you wanna choose which clothes will fit me Police my style and police my body Keep insisting I’m not fem’nine enough Not sexy, too covered, too revealing, well tough So you gonna stare and harass me as well No need for your opinion, I can dress myself And then you wanna blame me for all of that shit The comments, stares, and worse, and I’m the culprit? We – wear what we want – wear what we want We – wear what we want – wear what we want (It’s not up to you to decide I can do what I want with my life It’s not up to you decide I will dress however I like) So you wanna measure the length of our skirts Always too long and always too short I have had enough of your racist prejudice You think you can control my sisters’ outfits So you wanna tell us what we can and can’t do Restrict our freedoms for o-ur own good No, you clearly don’t know what is best for us So don’t be surprised if we’re makin’ a fuzz We – wear what we want – wear what we want We – wear what we want – wear what we want (It’s not up to you to decide I can do what I want with my life It’s not up to you decide I will dress however I like It’s not up to you to decide You don’t get a say, it’s my fight It’s not up to you to decide It’s my body and it’s my life) Patronising bullshit toxic expectations fatphobic, racist, ageist transphobic and butch-hating We have had enough of this of your interference what we wear and how we look it’s none of your – business
5.
Sew sew 02:42
Sew Sew Stitched up, patched up, sewn up, and ready to go Face the world, face the facts not going back, not to that what you call normal I’m not normal, how are you? Are you? I’m so so. So Are you still waiting, watching your clock till everything is over and we can go home? Or leave home? keeping the time, I was never fine I was never, was I ever better, better than so so? It was another time, hard to imagine now so long ago and yet, so close Feels like yesterday as well as a different era because it is, and we are all different too A different age, a different person Can I ever go back? I may need a time machine, or a lot of hope So I’m sewing my way out Sewing face masks I intend to keep covering my breath, it feels cosy, warm, comfortable to protect from what’s scary, cold, and life-threatening because of a virus and those who deny it those who live in fairytale worlds, in alternate realities Because the real one is too hard to face? I get that, but please still cover your face and stay away I don’t want to breathe in your lies Sow sow Sowing seeds of possibilities where once there was nothing now there are fields and herbs and flowers and food and communities and friends and sunshine Sowing seeds of resistance It was a different time when the cars were gone and we only went outside to walk and sing waving banners on our balconies folding paper planes to send from windows to letter boxes I never imagined I would miss it, those first weeks I never imagined it could get so much worse So keep singing, sewing banners and sowing those seeds And taking care of you and me And everyone around us Stay safe So long Oh I didn’t know, I didn’t know Tell me how’s it going - How’s it going – sew sew Tell me how ya doing - How ya doing – sew sew
6.
I saw you – in the crowd but I didn’t want to say hello I quickly – turned around but you followed me home you always get – in my way when I need some time on my own and you don’t care – what I say but I want to be left alone 1-2-3 is a party 4-5-6 I’m not ready 7-8 it’s polite to be late 9-10 I hope I’ll never see you – Again again again Yeaah yeah yeah I didn’t mean – to be mean and I didn’t mean to hurt you I did my best – not to be seen but you didn’t have a clue I left you – in the rain without a coat or a check I heard you – call my name but I’m not looking back 1-2-3 is a party 4-5-6 I’m not ready 7-8 it’s polite to be late 9-10 I hope I’ll never see you – Never see you Never see you Never see you Never see you (why don’t you leave me alone)
7.
I am the bitch monster from hell And I’ve chosen you for your crimes I am your worst nightmare come true I’ve decided you’re mine You didn’t know it could happen to you but it did so yeah You didn’t think there’d be reasons to be scared but I guess there are Me and my friends are gonna play a little game And we’ve chosen you as our prize We’re so much fun to hang around with So you’d better play nice You didn’t know it could happen to you but it did so yeah You didn’t think there’d be reasons to be scared but I guess there are I am the disaster they warned you for But you chose to doubt and to ignore You used to think you were in control Trapped in a story you’ve heard before You didn’t know it could happen to you but it did so yeah You didn’t think there’d be reasons to be scared but I guess there are Oh, the sun came out when you were waiting for the rain Oh, got the curtains drawn when you hear us call your name

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Donations for my music and art are greatly appreciated. You can support me here: ko-fi.com/echozines or check my creations at: echopublishing.wordpress.com

Lost Luna is the solo music project of Nina Zina (zine maker and guitarist in Lavender Witch and Vagina Dentata). Lost Luna has been home-recording for over 20 years, always with whatever lo-fi equipment was on hand and with a DIY attitude. Inspired by 90s alternative rock and riot grrrl bands as well as older and more contemporary DIY music, she continues to turn her room into an improvised mini studio.

After releasing her EP "Shadow Play" in 2021, the second album “Wish Upon a Star” by Lost Luna – again 100% home recorded – is darker in every way. Seven songs tell stories about mythological and imaginary monsters, feminist fights, collecting forgotten memories, longing for quietness, and pandemic reflections, songs that call for the stars to guide us through the darkness. Embraced by heavily distorted guitars, multi-layer vocals, effect pedal and sewing machine beats, and an occasional guitarlele, there’s doomy rock here, spooky spoken word, and melancholic grunge. If 2021 was an album, it would sound like this (but I promise you’ll enjoy it more than the past year!).

A side:
Waking up Medusa
The Collector
All I wished for

B side:
Wear What We Want
Sew Sew
I didn’t mean to be mean
Bitch Monster

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released March 8, 2022

Lost Luna is a one-grrrl DIY home-recording project
Guitars, vocals, lyrics by Nina
Tools: BC Rich Warlock guitar, Ortega guitarlele, Laney amp, Digitech Sdrum pedal, and lots of other pedals, H2 Zoom mic, and Audacity open source software.

Produced on tape by Kitchen Leg Records. Cover artwork by Andrew Kemp.
kitchenlegrecordsberlin.bandcamp.com/album/lost-luna-wish-upon-a-star
Kitchen Leg records is an half Canadian/half Italian tape label based in
Berlin, inspired by d.i.y., collages, dada, zines, mail-art, Minutemen’s
econo-aesthetic and philosophy, riot grrrls, punk and more.

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